Happy Easter

Hy out there!

Time pasted by since my last entry. Lot of work, than I was one week in bed because of illness.
Now healthy again there's more work than ever.
Nevertheless I updated German-Sevspace with a bunch of new, german toons.
I also updated the "Terrible Two"-section because of broken links.

Easter passed and on Wednesday I'm going to a meeting. From October 2nd I'm going to do an education to hospital nurse. So I've to talk with the prinicipal of the new school and with my boss. Also I've to find some sponsor 'cause during the education I'll get € 93/month and that is insufficent.

Also on Wednesday I'm going to a private birthday party of Lisa. She is working at my company since September last year. As I told her in December that I love her hm my life had changed a bit. From deep sadness to deepest sadness. She told me that I'm a good friend of her but there will never be more between us. Great! I've heard this dame sentence too often. No happiness for me god, huh? All reserved for the bold and beautiful?
Last week I had a really, really bad day. She is still a good friend, maybe my best female friend and I talked more than six hours to her. I told her my many problems (girls, money, parents, work, etc.) and she listened to me. That felt great and helped me! But only for that one day. Wednesday also will be sad day. After the meeting, working for eight hours we will drink some expensive wine and eat some birthday cake. While she'll tell me her adventures from home I'll give her her present (a 'Charmed'-book, she is maybe the greatest fan on the planet). After talking and drinking for a couple of hours I'll drive home and recognize one thing which will never change:
To be alone.